Getting old

It is a proven fact that our physical well being gradually gets reduced as we become older. I am no exception.  

I don't have diabetes, breathing difficulty etc. My medical report is fine. My resting heart rate is fine. 

However in the past few weeks, I get dizzy for a few seconds more frequently than before; I also find myself weaker than before. Some times even making a cup of tea seems exhausting.

I wish that I die as early as possible before getting into complications, admittance in hospital etc. I wish to die without worrying my sister who is my only close relative, now that my beloved brother is no more.

Jai Shree Lakshmi Naaraayanaa🙏.